Do Not Fear but BEHOLD
There are many things happening in my life, yet nothing is happening.
Does that make sense?
Well.. my wife is about to resign from her workplace after a long process of going back-n-forth, being unsure and indecisive. We have a home loan that we need to raise in about 2 month time for our very first apartment that we've purchased off the plan early this year. The mortgage broker says, do not change your job, if you want to change your job or quit your job, do it after getting the loan approval.. so I don't know what's going to happen. Maybe we may have to let the apartment go meaning we'll be financially damaged once again. Maybe it's not the best financial decision but you know what.. I believe that one's well-being and the richness of our lives come inwardly. And if my wife wants to start building her life up again starting from her inner-self and take care of her condition, then, I am all up for it. I put her health first before anything else. I believe that God will be in charge of this situation as he has promised us that the plan is not to harm us but to prosper us and give us hope and future. I believe that through this journey, she and I will come out as pure as gold.
It's time to be confident, time to trust God, time to witness His goodness, time to let go of our worldly desires and start building our lives up with the right foundation. I know our lives are made by our maker for a divine purpose, that is to love Him and love others. I know that God can use the gifts that he has entrusted to our hands. Let's take a pause, breath, recharge, reassess, and BEHOLD.